cinta???

urm..b4 dat..aku mau mintak maaf banyak2 pada all the readers yg tengok pd blog aku yg tertulis kehidupan ini,actually on dat day im not in my mood...sumthing hppen between me n my bf...so aku juz tulis tajuk...

segalanya bermula on 1st december yg lepas..he didnt tell me the truth but im still believe him n still love him until now... dy mmg kaple ngn aku sbb dy minat aku...aku pon minat dy...act dat boy is my cNIor..(22 years old..now..)..ok gak. n 1 kepala ngn aku...ok.. aku bleyh terima..tp dy tak pnh clsh ngn awek dy sbLm niyh but he told me dat he dId..iM so dsspointed act...huhu..after his eX (now) called me dat nite everything terbongkar..okkk...dat gurL told me everything n but in her word ada yg die try tO lie me.dat gurL told me yg dy tak penah cLash,(4 thn kaple beb), dy pnh keluar ngn him masa dat boy kple ngn i,dat boy tak sampai hati nk ckp yg dy nak cLSh ngn aku,( tapi ayt ni pompuan tu tipu la).dy merayu2 suh aku putuskan hubungan aku ngn him biarpun kami baru kaple nk dkt 1 bulan( takkan!! ku sayangkan die..sapa suh ko buat probs ngn my boy?)..hahhaa.. im not a stupid gurL,,afta i dengar all her explanations i cant accept it..i called him bck to knoe the truth n he told me yg sebetulnya....but after 2 or 3 days later i buleh la terima....afta dis hppened,atiku ancur gile2...try u all bayangkan sumone dat u bLieve n love dgn sepenuhnya lie you.. wht happen??..u all cn accept it or not???..

ok my bf telah pilih i lah pastu dy jnji akan tell me everything dat he did..truly i ckp i mmg sayang die sgt2..huhu..i banyak berserah dlm hubungan ini sbb i tak nak ending mcm tu jer..dy pON sama... as i write in my preview sentence aku amat menyanyanginya...dia juga pnh bg thu aku afte dy selesaikan mslhnya dy ngn ex dy yg lepas,dy takkan kontek lg dgn ex dy tuh...hope so..i try to ask my frnds about my probs.. my frend told me bersabar n try to pulihkan balik jgn bg pluang dkt dat gurL..i pun tak nak bg.huhu..aku syg die sgt2...i mmg takut kehilangan die..i Luv u so much dear....
apalah mau jadi.