~~~the latest update~~

nothing to say..
juz wanna say hye!!!
coz it took a long time 4 me to write it back..yeyey..
dis blog..
about my life??
everything gonna b alright.
nothing bad happen.....
on 7 oct..my fes annvesary
=)
dats all.... mmuahhhxzz

~~~the latest update~~

~~ long time nO c ~~

aloPs!!
loNg time no c huh my bLOg..
cAn NOt UpDATE cOZ A lot oF reason...
1. HaviNg a trOubLe wit sUmoNe -- dats y i mIz my bLog =)
2. cOz.. Im so Lazy tO upate.. INternet kat maktab sLow...
3. Alweys bZ..
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nOw dkt uMah..
Nternet laju,..
i Love my "umah bRoadband"- pantas, cekap n tak kna bLok..hahhahaha,,,
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nOw is hOliday...
3 days at hOme,,,
very bad day 4 dis hOlday..
a lot of assignment to do..
So tired maaaaa.........
speCIALLy bM 2..sastera...
aku Tak tahu pape Pon..
kna bnyak kaji..
tak ada basic of thIs sastera tau...
kalo nak kata oTak scIENCE..
Aku ni bebal ckit ngn suBjek sains,...
Tak penah nak bLeyh A1 O 12 O B3 0 B4 time skolah duluh..
hahhha
paling tiNggi markah fZk, bio, kimia aku C lah..
sbb aku mls..
hahhahaha
aku menyesal...
hehhee
tapi "nasi sudah menjai bubur"..
dOk kat Maktab kna blaja bM..
Quite oK lah kOt,,
sbb iN bM,,,
susah pOn sbb subjek sastera..
huhu
tak ada banyak keje sgt...
jz blaja jer.
huhu
selain blaja kene pResent.,
tU jerlah..
assignment oN subjek pUre sastera lah...
huhu
tapi tak apa ...
i can do it..
4 my success...

i Love dis career..
i Luv teachr..
cz teacher is a gOod jOb..
bEsides, teacher also can help tO develop a cOuntry..
teachers is like engineer fOr our race..
dat is the trUth..
bCoz withOut teacher there is no a good leader, good lwyer, good doctor or good in anything else ;)..
bCoz evrything start with teacHer...
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dats y i luv this career...

...................hIdup Guru......................................................

penat!!

today... saya g jalan2 kat t.sQuare..


then Low yat..


then sg wang...


then Lot 10..


Then pavilioN...(=


hahhahaa


jalan jer weyh


cari eXperience..


hahah


...my pIcture....

dkt pintu masuk pavilion

crying n cying =(

---> sOrry tOo jiwang <---
urmm....im just innocent person...
who try to get a love fRm guy dat i Loves so much....
im trying to do my best to my bf....alweys trying...coz i loves him so much..
i dunt knoe the best way dat i couLd describe about my love to him....
i dunt knoe bcoz it is so big...
saya tak tahu nak cakap apa..
sgala isi hati saya telah saya luahkan pd nya...
sy rindu pada hari2 kami bahagia..
saya tidak suka menitis air mata setiap harii, saya tahu die mencintai saya....
saya tidak suka hati saya merintih pedih mengingatkan perbuatannya pd saya,,,
saya penat utk menghadappinya....
saya cinta die lebih dari segalanya..
saya sayang akan die.,,,
my love is only for you...

-- i like this song--
he introduce this song to me....

---- when i look into yOur eyes ----

I see forever when I look in your eyes
Your all I ever wanted. I always want you to be mine
Let's make a promise till the end of time
We'll always be together, and out love will never die

So here we are face to face and heart to heart
I wan't you to know we will never be apart
Now I believe that wishes can come true'
Cause I see my whole world. I see only you

When I look into your eyes
I can see how much I love you
And it makes me realize
When I look into your eyes
I see all my dreams come true
When I look into your eyes

I've looked for you all of my life
Now that I've found you, we will never say goodbye
I can't stop this feeling, there's nothing I can do
'Cause I see everything, when I look at you
When I look into your eyes

I can see how much I love you
And it makes me realize
When I look into your eyes
I see all my dreams come true
When I look into your eyes

Ohhhh

When I look into your eyes
I can see how much I love you and it makes me realize
When I look into your eyes
We will always be together, and our love will never die
When I look into your eyes
I see all my dreams come true, when I look into your eyes
When I look into your eyes



---- da bold sentences are very meaningful to me---
and this song ada makna tertentu...


* B, ayg terlalu sygkan b....jgN tipu ayg lagi....ayg tak sanggup doh b....ayg terlalu setia n sayang pd b.... maafkan ayang kalu ayg tak dapat beri gapo hop b mitop o inginkan selama niyh...
tp secara tulus, i love u so much!!

=(

im so sad toNIte..
i dUnt knoe y...
i like tO cry apabila sy menghadapi sesuatu masalah..
dan saya suka gelak bile saya gembira..
dats the reality..
sum people had already understood my heart!!
i dunt knoe y...
hurmmm...
saya tak suka bile sy tgh hepy dgn sumone else tiba2 ada org merampas.. especially dlm berkawann...
i dunt knoe y..
i dunt av mood to talk about this..
im sorry =(
i need to go fes...
hanya diriku mengerti perasaan ku sendiri..
bye.................

datang lagiyh!!

die dtg lg..
but i shud accept it...
lampu merah evry month mndtgkan ketakutan pd ku.. =(
sakit yang menimpa tak leyh tahan..hanya kepada Nya aku berserah...
semoga sakitku pada setiap bulan akan berkurangan...hope so!!
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hUhuu...pergi velo td..kenyang...
tp ase cm nak muntah sbb milo ais die cam manis sgt lah..
loya tekak odennn...
pusing2 downtown den bLi sLuar utk my hubby tp slua tu tak padan lah ngn die..
so aku aMikk..
kna bLi baru uTk die...
huhu....besar sangat die tuh...
hahahha
uRMmm... so tired jalam2!!


really mish him!!
damn....
hahhahaa
mish him........
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Las nyte "die" dah baca bLog aku...
but i need to tell the truth to u, my hubby..
i love u so much!!
kamu tidak jahat lah..
saya tak penah cakap kamu jht...
sebab kamu dah bnyak toLong saya...
saya terlalu mencintai dan menyayangi kamu sepenuh hati saya...
terlalu sayang pada narul ridzuan b. naharuddin...
saya menangis sebab saya terlalu sayang kamu...
saya tidak sampai hati utk menyakiti kamu evnthough marah sama kamu...
n saya terlalu sayang kamu...sayang sangat2!!
saya mahu kamu tahu apa yang saya buat...
saya x mahu langsung membelakangi kamu...kerana cinta saya adalah tulus buat kamu seorang sahaja...
dats y........................................
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

knpa??

y?? n y?
life is so difficult??
n it is also unpredictable!!
y such that stupid thing came to my life..evnthough i hate that thing??
y n y??
it is full of question..
i hate that..
im felt so tired to answer all that question...
my mind tOo..
i dunt knoe hOw to build a new life wit my frend!!
i miss that time...the first time when we are here!!
i hate that gurl...she stole everything fRm me!!
i cant write her name..
but she is also my frnd..
but..................................................hummmmm.....................i dunt knoe wht to think any more =(
my life is like useless!!
y n y??

hummmmmmmmm..............................................
i lov my bf!!
i trust him..but y dat gurl still "come" n try to 'speak' at him??
i hate dat gurl...
im felt so tension everytime i herd that stupid gurL's name!!!
i cant to talk to him about dat gurl attitude. coz my bf mesti akn ckp asma baik walaupon asma dah buat macam tu kat die..

y n y??
myb n bcoz da gurl are not wit me but wit him...
so sad...................................................................................................................................................
only allah can help me anytime and everytime..thnks god..
saya sayang allah........

i miss him

aku begitu merindui kekasih hatiku!!
rIndu bangat.....
hummmm..
sayang die....cinta die....
buah hati ku buat selamanya!!
luv u 4 eva!!

going back ome!!

balik umah ari niyh..
now da kat umah..
huhu
lega sikit...pOning kpala den dLm bas tadi..
muntah2 jea naik bas..
tak tahu lah knapa..
uuuhhh
tensen i.. =)

cuti sampai 2hb....
going back to kL 2 hb tapi pg..
penatla skang..
mengntuk..
hehhe


semalam g mand2 air terjun uLu yam..
best..
basama2 ngn my bf..
hehhe...
den lepak kat tasik ulu yam...
hehehee...
best...
uRmmm..
on dat time, sheila rusly ngh tgh shooting....
ada jinggo, ada memey suhaiza, ada x wife aziz M.osman, n bnyk lagi ooo
tapi tak ingat..huhu...
penat seyh semalam..


assignment plak banyak yang nak kena wat..
hehhe
nak tergelak akuuu.....
penat seyh..
cik AB rahim punya keje..
mdm ch'ng
pn sabariah...
n banyak lagiiii..

hurmmm....

huhu..
today is nothing best 4 me..hehhe...but im still hepy.. =)
alweys heppy...huhuhu...
today ada satu perjumpaan utk gerko bola jaring..
festime utk tahun niyh...
huhu
adoyai..
bCome v.president..siot betol!!
pipat (sns 1) calonkan..jiran sebelah bilik...huhu..tapi puas hati gak coz she bcOme a treasurer... =)
misnah also in bola jaring..huhuhu...nver talk to her after she told abg warul yg aku cakap dy terhegeh2 dkt warul pdhal aku tak penah cakap pon bnda tuh..
tapi aku akn try utk bg thu min yg aku tak penah ckp hal tuh..rasa tak sedap hati...

urMmm..im also gOt my assignment (pngantar 3k)
adoyai..tapi nasib bek kena awal2 tak pyh2 sibuk2 nant...
kitOrang kne tulis oNe ilmiah esei tntg aspek ciri2 perbezaan cerita lagenda n cerita mitos..
huhu...nsb kna bntag lg 4 weeks...
oNe month utk cri bHn..
huhu
penat2...
dah lah 20 000 words..wahai En. aNuar yg disyangi,,,,i dont hve any idea yet to write ur long2 esei...=(
uhuhuhu
pity meeeeeeee......................................
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im alsO need to read a english novel ( SWAMI N FRENDS )...
huahuahua..sadisnya kalo bc eNglish novel cOz i cannot understand sum meaning of the difficult words...
huhuuhu..
penat2.............

aini2...............


huhu..yesterday..aku sengugut..perkara yg aku pling tak suka but i need to accept it...
allah nak bg..huhu
aku tak attend kls morfologi En awang yesterday evening..
aQmah my assistant monitor buat aku ' 0 '...adoyaiii..
nak selamat aku kna g amik borang pengecualian kuliah...
huhu
kalo tak mmg tak pasal2 tak datng n tak der sebab..
aqmah so skema lah..
huhu..
kalo ain las year tak per ckit...
kalo lecturer tak perasaan die tanda tick jer...adoyai...sakit kepala akuuu!!!
aqmah..aqmah..aqmah...
huhu..


uRmmm... las sunday...hang out wit my bf..
went to air terjun ulu yam....
best ooo!!
hahaha
air nye sejuk tapi kita orang tak mand pon coz kita org g petang...we will mand oN 24 January 2009..
a day b4 im going back 4 chinese new year..
hehehe

bE4 dat kita org g makan kat tasik..
huhu..
tasiknye pOn luas n cantik..
ya allah mmg best lahh..
huhu....

so tired ^-^

urMmm...penat betuL ari niyh..bJalan2 ngn my bF...
humm..fesly ari ni aku kuar p perpustakaan negara untuk menjadi ahli perpustakaan ngra dismping meminjam buku utk buat aku punya task 4 kesusasteraan pn.normala...
huhu.. da book entitle RENTUNG written by SHANON AHMAD....i need to read dat bOok n bentangkan da synopsis on da next cLs...aku dpt tajuk novel perwatakan dats y aku kna kaji dat novel...
huhu...
...aku g cri kat sana sbb kat libry maktab tak der lah dat book...lg pOn susunan bukunya pon susah nak cri tau sbb tak tersusun dgn teratur...
penat i...hahaha
...afta dat we went to hentian putra n bought a ticket 4 me...hurmmm..nek bas mahligai 25 januari 9.30 pg kat putra...cutie utk thn baru cina...
act aku mls balik n nak stay kat maktab tp malangnya aku rasa aku nak balik sbb my fulus tak der lah skUng...elaun masuk bulan 2 o 3 nnt..
pokai jap..
huhu..
sedih btOl saya...
lg pon nak stay here aku rasa tak selamat cOz ramai yg balik..lg pon im a gurL tau,,
huhu..rUngsing i..
heheh
uRmmm..lastly my bf n i went to bukit langat...bersantai2 disana..hehehe
ok lah..dlm kul 8.00 kitOrang balik lah...
huhu..
i love my bf so much..
i need him to b my husband one day cOz i luv him so much..huhu

dis weeK evenTs

las mOnday n da fes day sy d ip teknik 4 dis 2009...
hUmmm... the resUk was announced oN dat day..hahah
sO boMbastIc resuK...satU penganugerahan yG begitu mmbanggakan aku..
syukur alhamdullilah... i gOt da bes Pointer in my live...apa yg i struggle las sem itu lah yg i dpt...urM da resuk onLy a n b..hahha..nO mmore C.... so grateful..
3.6 is my pointer...im so grateful..hahah
urMMm.,,da best stUdent in my cLas iS shahila 3.71..huhu
da sEcond One is aqmah,3.67 n ika, 3.63.. then me and my frend mahirah gOt 3.6..
onLy 5 Of us gOt 3.6 sumting n above...da other stuDent gOt 3.4 n 3.5 above..hahaha

Ok..im so grateful...
HUHU..
thnks gOd...


On tUesday i went oUt wit my bF to JlN tAR n then tO buKit larut ( i guest) bcOz i really dunt remember It..
haha
there i can see de nIce view oF KL...so fantastic...
kebesaran illahi yg begitu mengkagUmkan...
i LoVE IT =)
i can see the whOle of kL.hahha

uRmm...
abOut my study 4 dis time being is Quite oK...
still bley terima..
hahaha
uRmm..there are dffer between da last sem..
huhu..bUt ilike it..
alhamdulilah..hOpe i will mantain my resuk until thn akhir....
insyaallah...

bye bye holiday 2008!!

tOday is the last day 4 me to stay at hOme..tOnite i bertolak dari kel ke kL tepat jam 9.00 pm d langgar..huhu
im gonna to strt my new sEm dis coming mOnday which is 5th january 2009...
huhu...
feel sO sad uTk beRjauhan ngn umah ku..huhu
uRmm...macam lama jer nak berjauhan..huhu
uRmm..dah hampit tWo month aku kat umah tu yg rasa berat hati nak g kL balik..haha..
rasa best plak kat umh evEn suMtime feel so bored... =)
uRmm...takotnya nak balik maktab cOz takot nak tenGok pointer evnthough aku dah pass exam ari tuh...hehe...
bubye kelantan...i need to go fes..huhu...
nex time i will c u kelantan, myb in march....